There are some unwritten rules in almost all hospitals when it comes to serving the staff as patients. Broadly speaking, if it’s a private concern, where the patient pays hefty sums from his own pocket, the staff always comes last. Or rather the patient is always right, or patient comes first policy is very strictly followed. This I learnt the hard way last year when I was working at one of the best private hospitals in the city.

But when it comes to government hospitals, it’s the complete opposite. If you are on the staff or even remotely related to someone on the staff, it can help you cut many corners in seeking medical aid. While in med school, we took these things absolutely for granted. So, now when I have to brave certain places where I don’t get preference of any sorts, where my being a doctor on the payroll of the very institution, makes no difference - I get mad.
Actually, it might have been my own indecisiveness that fuelled the annoyance I felt yesterday. The hospital I am going to work at, from Monday onwards can be best described as…hmmm… semi- private. Though the government mostly foots the bill, the patients have to shell out 1% of their paychecks for the health services. Therefore, I was not sure if the personnel’s insistence that they could get to me only when they were done with the patients already waiting for whatever service they were providing, could be transgressed with some insistence of my own. I was uninformed if I should go ahead and barge into the consultant’s room as I would have normally done in my own alma mater, or wait in line for my turn (which I was not sure would come because I had not registered at the OPD registration counter). The HR fellow, taciturn to the point of my wanting to do a PR on him to rule out a stick, had been no help whatsoever. So I waited patiently for half an hour each at the consultant’s door, then at the path lab, then in radiology. After a while, I would decide to be more exigent only to be given the ‘patients need to be dealt with first’ line - then I would vociferously insist until they attended me.
I have admitted previously that I make a poor patient. Other doctors and nurses may understand, but my mom doesn’t. I have been having a rather irritating cough for a couple of months now, which just comes and goes. No fever, no expectoration, nothing major. Last week however, it turned into a full-blown URI - tonsillitis, pharyngitis, rhinitis- the whole package. There was also some earache, but no outright otitis media. My elder sister who lives 800 km away down south also had something similar. She has always has been of, what my mom calls as, frail health. She had TB as a child and has had ‘weak lungs’ ever since. I am not sure what that term means, but she gets hit often with respiratory infections, which take turns for the worse. This time as she always does, she visited a physician who promptly started her on antibiotics and it was all water under the bridge for her in a week’s time.
Here in our household, where I live under my mom’s hawk eyes, I waited for the virus to pass me using only supportive measures life cough medicine and anti histaminics to help. There were a few tired, sleeps-less nights, with the cough and the body ache. The comparisons were obviously inevitable, why couldn’t I start antibiotics and get rid of it like my sister did. She even went to the extent of suggesting that I should probably visit our family physician, Dr. V to get a prescription. Any other time I would have vehemently exclaimed ‘I am a registered medical practitioner, for crying out loud mom!!! If I need antibiotics I can prescribe for myself, I don’t need to see Dr. V for that’. But I didn’t, considering that she had been giving me the VIP treatment that comes with being sick…you know…no chores, tasty dishes of my choice etc. I told her that my URI was not serious enough to warrant antibiotics. She did not buy it.
I should mention here that I have nothing against antibiotics. They are highly crucial weapons in medicine. The current trend of antibiotic prescription however, I believe, is not healthy. Having worked in a private hospital where money is not a factor in play, I have seen antibiotics being used rather injudiciously. It’s the preference of the prescribing doctor, other that the culture/sensitivity which decides what antibiotic is flushed down the IV of a patient. And drug companies with their shove-it-do
wn-the-throat marketing strategies are making the situation worse. Doctors are enticed to use certain antibiotics in settings where they are really not indicated. For instance, when culture sensitivity for pus or urine shows that the organism is sensitive to a variety of drugs including basic ones like gentamicin, as wells as higher ones like third generation cephalosporins, I have seen doctors choose the Cephalosporins over the broad-spectrum antibiotics. To someone like me, who does not have much experience in clinical medicine, and who strongly believes in the tenets set by textbook medicine, this is incomprehensible. What does this mean for the problem of antibiotic resistance? Judicious use of anti-microbials is something that has been drilled into me by med-school, where starting of with Ampicilin and Gentamicin was the norm. Only then, if necessary shifting over to higher and proportionately costlier antibiotics. Luckily enough, the trend of prescribing antivirals for flu and chickenpox has not yet caught on India. Use of antivirals is still limited to serious infections like HIV and hepatitis. Doctors in developed countries may not understand my sentiments, but in a developing country like India, doctors should consider the cost incurred to the government in importing higher antibiotics. It’s all about looking at the big picture.Also, Dr. V our family physician for over 20 years, is one of those judicious antibiotics prescribing doctors, I genuinely respect. There is more to be said about this problem. But let me get back to the problem at hand.
The worst of my URI has passed but the cough, though having lost its grating quality, still stays. As few days back, after I learnt the job was mine and I was told to come in for a routine medical fitness test, my mom started making doomsday predictions. She’s been saying that the tests, the chest X-ray in particular is going to reveal something I have. Her differentials were pneumonia and TB. She said so jokingly but I knew her fears were genuine. My mom is one of those people who are well informed about everything under the sun, this from reading a lot and watching sensible stuff like Discovery and Nat Geo. For a few moments, I considered the possibility.
There is some serious history of tuberculosis in my family, my sister and both my parents had been through it. Over the years I had tried many a times to locate the BCG mark on my left arm, but the few scars I find, suspiciously look like remnants of the chicken pox. Moreover, BCG does not make a person immune to TB it only decreases the severity of the disease. And when I cough, there is an ache in my side - could it be pleurisy? Pneumonia need not present with a fever and expectorating cough. Constitutional symptoms are not a must for diagnosis. I have seen people with serious respiratory affrications present with less.
The doctor in me who hates waiting for her turn says the x ray will be clean. The patient in me frets a bit but is willing to defer to the doctor’s opinion. My mom though, I believe, makes a special mention for me in her daily prayers.
“Come off it mom” I say, “It’s just a damn cough! If it doesn’t disappear by the end of the week, I promise I’ll start myself on antibiotics.”







