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Giving h/o breathlessness, cough with mucopurulent expectoration and low to moderate grade fever on and off since 3-4 years.
Absolutely denied smoking. But look at that clubbing!!!
Differentials were Severe pneumonia, Pulmonary tuberculosis, or Chronic bronchiectasis.
CXR - showed a totally whitewashed right lung. Consolidtion? Tumor?
(Didn’t have my trusty Sony Digicam. The picture was so worth a shot!!)
Workup was negative for active Kochs. Seven days of high antibiotics later the CXR pretty much cleared up, with remnants of what looked like fibrotic sequelae to old pulmonary Kochs at the apices of both lungs.
CT at cinched the diagnosis. Honeycombing s/o bronchiectatic changes secondary to old infections.
Final diagnosis - Massive Rt sided pneumonia in a case of Post -TB bronchiectasis.
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Finding the topic was hell, my preceptor or thesis guide is a a very strict lady, known to eat residents alive if she feels like.
‘Never cross Dr. K,’ - valuable advice from my predecessors.
Thing is she is a diabetologist, so needless to say my dissertation had to do something with diabetes.
She handed me the topic as well, ‘Something on with Diabetic foot’. How vague is that? Well after almost a months work, amidst torturous work shifts, I managed to come up with ‘Something on with Diabetic foot’. (Am being vague here on purpose!!!)
We need to submit a Dissertation protocol to the National Board of Examinations within a month of registrations. So a protocol it was, with the routine aims, objectives, study design, materials and methods etc.
Went through, numerous papers and abstracts to get inspiration for a study design. Spent endless hours online and in the library and muttering about it in sleep, (according to my mom!)
Ah, it was such a day of relief when I finally got her to sign the draft of my protocol, (after multiple corrections, editing, printing, re-corrections, and re-editing and re-printing).
Shit!!!
I have never done a paper before.
Then came the realization that I had somehow managed to come up with the protocol, now I have to run the theories, and assumptions and tests I had blabbered about in there and prove them!!
Shit!!! Shit!!!
I have no clue where to begin. Except that, I have to somehow got to get my hands on a biothesiometer.
Shit!!! Shit!!! Shit!!!
The worst is yet to begin.

But do we ever stop to say thank you to them, except as a part of the cursory thanks we mutter at, say, when they have assisted you in a procedure or examination? Do we ever realize that we as medical practitioners, the ones in active medicine at least, are so dependent on the nursing staff that we couldn’t function one day without them? And are we glad enough that we have them?
In general, the budding doctor encounters the nursing faction of medicine, when the clinical rotations begin. The clinical career of invariably every medical student begins with a sense of superiority complex, a snobby attitude and an upturned nose towards the nurses. 99% of them fall flat on their faces in the first few days, when they realize they know zilch and are the most un-needed, superfluous part of the medical team. The wise ones make friends with the nurses and all rotations are smooth sailing for them. You can get invaluable guidance and instructions from the seasoned nurses who where there long before you came and will be there long after you are gone. From blood sampling, to starting and intravenous drip, to passing a nasogastric tube they are the ones who teach you the tricks.
Having been part of the ICU team at my hospital for well over a year now, I am acutely aware of how much of what I do most of the day (and night) is dependent on the nursing staff. We have a team of eight staff nurses and one in charge. It’s as well oiled a team as can be. Each one of them is well trained in the care of critical patients. Not to mention all of them are thoroughly knowledgeable and hardworking. Some with solid clinical knowledge, excellent at interpreting the worst of arrhythmias on EKG and some with an angelic healing touch doing away with patients discomfort in a jiffy and yet some with the keen eye of experience instructing me to watch out for a particular patient, apparently stable that minute. ‘He is not looking good to me, he may crash any minute.’ And they do crash, no matter what their vital parameters or Blood gases or EKGs say!
I know I can rely on them no matter what, can catch some shut eye in the on call room trusting them to monitor the worst of the patients. There is one lady in particular who can pass a Ryle’s nasogastric tube, like no body else can in the worst of old fellas with toothless roomy oral cavities, when no matter what you do, the damn thing just coils up in the recesses of the pharynx, sometimes exiting through the mouth or at times even through the other nostril!!! And I as a resident have no other option but arm myself with the laryngoscope and Magill’s forceps to try and pass the tube under vision and sedation, (if the patient is not zonked enough already). But now I let Sr. M, have a shot at it, before I boot up. Also she can manage to find cannulate veins in the thickest, most edematous of arms around. And good lasting veins at that!! She is truly a God send.
Here in India, most of the private hospitals have done away with the traditional white gowns and white caps of the nurses. But government institutions as is ours, still adhere to the same old dress code. They are all attired in pristine white uniforms, with their hair neatly tied up, white caps, white stocking and white shoes. I can imagine how they must instill some kind of hope in the sick patient’s hearts. They are the ones who are in maximum contact with the patients, often acting as the messenger to inform me of the latest complaint they have.
As doctors, we do the history, the examination, the notes and order writing. But their job is so much more than just to carry out those orders and charting temperatures. Making the patient comfortable,
showing them genuine kindness, listening to the patient’s grievances, tucking them in at night and everything. Not to mention the other tasks normal people would find queasy doing for their own family members like sponge baths and bed pans. And most importantly, packing up the bodies of patient’s who didn’t make it, to be handed over to the next of kin.I don’t know about other institutions, but in our hospital it’s part of the nurse’s job, with the help of the attendants to do the needful when the patient expires. As the doctor, I am there with the patient till the last minute giving CPR or emergency intubations etc with watchful, hopeful eyes on the monitor. If he dies, its my responsibility to break the news to the family, and do the necessary paperwork. But am I there with the patient after they are gone? Most doctors consider it a personal failure when the patient dies on them. I do too. Initially when I came to work in the ICU, the inevitable number of deaths would simply overpower me. it would take a lot of deliberation to go out and declare the patient. Its never uncomfortable on any doctor, but I used to take it extraordinarily tough on myself, almost as bereaved as the family. I would simply walk up to patient, after declaring to the family, say a goodbye and a sorry. Then simply shut myself in the on call room for the onslaught of tears.
But in the later months, I grew tougher, it’s still very upsetting to lose a patient, but the tears don’t come anymore. That I guess is because, I used to think that declaring death was the toughest thing to do. But when I saw my colleagues, the white attired ladies, tending to the mortal remains of the patient after they have passed on, often comforting the relatives at their first glimpse of their departed loved one, cleaning them up, even giving occasional hair-washes to remove the blood and gook (Sr. M, again here), something not expected of their duty, I think to myself, do I really have the toughest job of all? I guess not.
In the government medical institutions, the hierarchy of the nursing division is essentially four tired. Simply put we have the Black belts, the Red belts, the Blue belts and the White belts. Sounds like Karate? Mostly is. The Black belted people are the head honchos, the Matrons, assistant matrons or Nursing superintendents, the Red belts are the ward incharges or supervisors, the Blue belts are the staff nurses doing the main work and the White
belts are usually students or novices. Out Red belt or Sister Incharge is a firebrand. Almost sixty, with just about a year left to retire, she is the most disciplined, assertive, person around. She runs the ICU on a real tight leash, but things function so smoothly when she around and there is never any dearth of resources on her watch. She feared by one and all to the point of veneration. She makes it her own personal agenda to train all us fledgling doctors in the needed administrative know-how and forms at everything. As Kim at Emergiblog puts it she ‘babysits’ us all the time, and our head of the department and dean turn to her to get updates on the residents behavior and general demeanors. Everyone in our team is fearing the day, not long off, when our watchful motherly Incharge will retire and we will be left in a soup.As I mentioned my contact with nurses began early in my medical career as normally does, but I learnt the hard way how decapitated we would be if they were not around. We were having severe shortage of hostel boarding in our Intern year, and we, as interns were technically eligible for boarding neither at the Undegraduate hostel nor the postgraduate hostel. The administration promptly ordered the 35-40 of us out on the streets. As if, we would go down without a fight. We went on a strike, a very vociferous and raucous strike at that, almost bringing the hospital daily working to a standstill, for we had the backing of all the undergraduate and postgraduate students. Consequently, the dean bowed down and we were allotted quarters in the nursing students hostel, which was overcrowded as well, on a temporary basis till something solid could be worked out. Needless to say, this did not go down well with the nurses and they put up a days token strike in protest.
We thought we were shutting the hospital down by our rallies and protests and shouts, we were in for a very rude shock. There were no angry slogans or rallies from the nurses, nothing overt. They just simply did not report to their duties. Man! Was it havoc!!! Wards and OPDs just fell apart, nobody knew what to do. Patients just lay there, with no body to care for them, no medication administered, no treatments carried out. The consultants were so lost
, it all transpired into anger at us the interns, for being the root cause of the all that evil. We all got explicit instructions from the dean and consultants, that till the whole matter was sorted out and the nurses came back, we interns would do everything required to keep the wards running, I mean everything. The vitals charting, food distributions, medications, injections, bedpans, dressings everything. Or else we wouldn’t get the necessary rotation completion certificated.Needless to say, it was the goriest day of my life, for I was posted then in Obstetrics, in the post partum ward. We did it all, with heads high, but am sure our batch will never ever forget that particular day, when the nurses striked. The situation cleared out by evening, when the dean made alternate arrangement for our boarding with amazing alacrity. So I know I can’t function without my nursing support system, even if I wanted to.
The state of affairs in India is changing though, consequent to the occurrences probably in the developed nations. The latest generations of nurses are all migrating out in India in search of greener pastures. International hospitals are luring them away with better pay packets and perks to boot. Its prevailing almost in epidemic proportions now. The US, the UK, the UAE are all running real short of good quality nurses and here in India there is a surplus. So it all fits. The Indian government is getting smarter though, they are trying to stem the efflux by introducing 5-10 year bonds to fulfill before anybody can leave the country. I don’t know how far it has been successful, though.
There is nothing else to say I guess, except that every doctor should make a better effort at recognizing the contribution of the nurses to the medical field. We do need them whether we realize it or not, the White caps.
Dedicated to all the nurses out there… KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!
I have started blogging, should also begin my reading. Currently I’m on Khalid Hosseini’s ‘The Kite Runner’. I like to consider myself a updated reader, but the past year has been exceptionally bad for my hobby of reading. I begun reading the book more than six months ago, but never got around to finishing it, though I have been faithfully carrying it around in my rucksack everywhere I go, as is a very old habit, hoping to chance on reading a few pages while on the bus to work and back.
But again never got around to it.
Well, you know what they say about it being never too late…
I’m back. Yes, my last post (my only post in 2008) was titled precisely that. Then where the hell was I? I can give umpteen number of reasons stating ‘I was too busy with the residency grind’, or ‘what little time I do get, is devoted to getting some shut eye’, or ‘there is way too much studying to do, too muck knowledge to accrue’.
Well to be frank none of the reasons are true. They are true, in the true sense. I do slog a lot, and am always badly in need of more sleep, and have been attempting to dedicate time for serious studying. However, this is not why I was absent from the blogging world.
I just didn’t get around to it. There were enough interesting things to say, many fascinating incidents to narrate. But I just simply didn’t get around to it.
So here’s the update as of now.
I’m a first year resident of Internal medicine. Am posted in the ICU, still, for lack of firstly, candidates to rotate and secondly, gumption on the part of the current Head of department to pull down the final year resident to work in the ICU as the curriculum demands it.
I have learnt a lot the past year and when I say a lot, I mean a lot. Mostly critical care, but ours is a general ICU so we see almost all varieties of patients. Have honed my skills at procedures to near perfection. Have earned a reputation as the ‘Dependable one’.
Ok. Enough bragging about things. There have been slip-ups as well. Lost many patients, mostly for the lack of better resources to treat them. Have had particularly tumultuous personal life, something I rather not elaborate. Am not as up-to-date with the studying part as I aspire to be, a constant source of irritation for me.
Almost a fortnight into New Year, not many resolutions. None made, none to break, spares a lot of mental trauma. Except make a better effort at blogging. And to catch up with my reading.
Hope to see more supportive comments, coming my way, as they did when I was an active Blogger in the past.
Happy 2009 everyone.
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